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rooftops under stars
Sunday, October 28, 2007
im so freaking pissed off by my sister you know what. she took my ipod.and delete all the songs, and add in all her songs.like what the hell. and worse she deleted the ipod libary songs also! and all my songs are gone!!gone for good): and waste all my time.you know how bloody hell long it takes to transfer songs from a cd? and all the songs i bought in the internet? #$*#$@#()R%#$*R%!!!! well, im quite disappointed. my parents were like.okay okay.not much feeling. when they saw my results and i,going to express. arghghgh.they just cant be bothered.can? and daddy said i'll have a dog if i go express. and i worked towards it. now what? no dog.argharhgaherghwaeroghoatrhgosafnvJLh!!! all my life i wanted a dog. but argsarhgakrghoar. i think im going mad. OKAY WHEN I CAME HOME,GOTTEN BACK MY PIANO RESULT SLIPS. AND IT'S IN THE ENVELOPE. SHOWED TO MOM. SHE SAID.GO AWAY.I DONT WANT TO SEE IT.IM SLEEPING. FINE. I PUT IT AWAY. WENT TO SLEEP. THEN,WOKE UP MY FUCKING BROTHER.WAS BEING SUCH A BITCH. HE DREW ALLLLL OVER MY RESULT ENVELOPE SLIP AND CRUSHED ONE OF THEM. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK?! it's like i couldnt hold it anymore.it was the very last nerve he picked on. then i scolded him and all.he still have the cheek to like.defend himself and calll me badwords. and say what the envelope is just trash paper made from shit and it's recycled paper. so what if it's that? it holds my achievments and part of it too. arghrghergh.then i cry?he mock at me. STIL DONT KNOW HOW TO SAY SORRY.ARHTHGHEHR IM SO USELESS.I CAN EVEN LET MY BROTHER STEP ALL OVER MY HEAD. it's like,i've been slogging and studying the whole year round.just to please my parents. play the piano for hours just to attain good results.just to please my parents. ALL SO THAT I WONT BE USELESS,GOOD FOR NOTHING. A WASTE OF MONEY TO BE BROUGHT UP ON. AND THIS IS ALL I GET. FINE. I HATE YOU.I HATE YOU ALL FOR ALL THE MISERY YOU CAUSED. |